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MY MUG SHOT
this is me

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ABOUT THE GURU
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SURIA MELANIE
sleep.eat.shop.
rewind my past
BEWARE!!! you are now reading the confessions of the not-so-shopaholic guru

Suriram Ram

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ME LOVE
the beautiful one inside out

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the caring brother

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bestfriends.end of story.

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soulmates

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the loving one

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rascals

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GOSSIP TIME
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MY FRENZZZ
grand exits

sherene
alep
nancy
mira
cindy
lanny
liang yi
qilah
tim
ayie
jia lin
rose arienah
acap
lep lop
zetty
jien
nony
kayreen
indra
wawa
dexter
brice
eddie
edwin
jia seng
joe
ash
bujang hine
5A


BLOGS I READ
grand exits

suri cruise
the pink stilettos
schazwany hameed
karen cheng
hunny madu
barney stinson



Past
the historys to forget

June 2009
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
July 2010


Credits
the sources of love

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Wednesday, February 24, 2010
the stories that happened yesterday

i look at the moon

through the empty sky

wondering how it is like to be far away

from problems

complications...

and my eyes hurt

there's something in my eyes

i washed fervently with water

rub it few times with my knuckles

no matter what i do the tickling pain is still there

relentless, stubborn

why can't you just go away?

you are hurting me

i hate you

you suck

please...just go away...

i can't take it anymore

m begging you...

i am depressed

yes i do have friends

but i'm more of a suffer-inside type

anger, sad, confused

combo 3 in 1?

sigh

is this how it feels like growing up?

no fun at all

everyday i wake up

gotta drag myself up

with little motivation

to whatever is inevitable

i suppose so...

since everything seems like crap

please please

i just want to be happy

is that too much to ask for?

every single day

i walk to class

whilst looking down

not much of in a favor

to look up

and acknowledge those i know of

because i am too preoccupied

with the combo of sadness

then again

i don't want people to cheer me up

that will make my problems looked real

and sleep is just a way to escape

my head keeps telling me

"suria you can't go on like this.."

but the other part of me says

"i can do whatever i like. who cares? so hush!"

God can i pull through this?

until when?

when...?

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