how often do you find yourself complaining in a day? and how does it makes us feel better? yes, it can be therapeutic to voice out what you think and feel. but don't you think you might have gone a little overboard when it turns into bitching and mocking laughs? how odd it is to attempt to prop up our esteem by badmouthing others.
on first hearing, you will think, "no no, that's not right..." ego innocently purrs. strange how ego finds making ourselves into a victim so comforting. after all, who likes to admit their faults? i agree, it is much enjoyable to admit other people's defects. but isn't that what life is all about? to be imperfect because that's what make each and everyone of us so special? being humans we love to loathe. we crave for what others have. be it the alluring looks, skinny hot bod, perfect boyfriend/girlfriend, money and every details larh. and since you envy him/her soo badly facebook totally helps no? :P
i once look up to this person so very much, she had almost everything - the perfect family, loving boyfriend, photographic memory, resplendent and cool social circle. albeit her lack of interest in me. i tried to be just like her, even down to the way she walked! but as i got to know her more i thought, i wasn't being me. i was being someone i was not born to be like, how i am going against the nature...a hypocrite to my own body. that is much more pathetic and degrading than wearing the same underwear for a week. (honestly, who would even attempt doing that???)
so, stop this. look at what you have now. look at who you have. don't go craving for something else if it was not intended for you since less is definitely more! forget the past. forget those who backstabbed/bitched or anyone relevant to that. forget those freaks, skumbags, idiots, jerks, dan yang sewaktu dengannya. because it is not worth it * credits to liang yi :) *
for me, i am grateful that i have a fantastic family, splendid bff and friends, awesome boyfriend, nice education and a simple virtue towards life.